with death so close

my mind became clear

filled with thoughts of home

empty with those of fear

to read the paper

sit in my chair

go out for a walk

breath deep the clean air

the drugs, the girls

the parties and boos

all are insignifigant

when you are about to lose

all I wanted was peace

the presence of security

a warm, handmade blanket

keeping warm my sanity

with death so close

I realized who I am

I know how to move on

now I have the plan


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